Firstly, time passes irregularly now. I have no idea what the day is, what the week is, what the time is, almost constantly. I even forget that it's not 2014 sometimes now.
Also, the skin meds I'm taking right now gave me two GIANT cold sores. Not one, but TWO.
I went to a fucking comedy club on a wednesday night to see the guy i've liked since this time LAST YEAR to do stand up. I was all by myself sitting in the back of this cold room with some senior citizens and early 30 year olds there to support their friends. The only other person I knew in the audience was the guy's mom, and she was far away.
So he did his set and then I went outside and congratulated him and then asked him if he was going to stay for the rest of the show, and he was like yeah, I'll see you in there, so I was like cool, and I went back inside.
But he didn't come back inside. I also didn't have my phone on me so there was nothing to do. And I've come to the conclusion that I don't enjoy standup comedy, especially not when I am sitting in the back of a cold room waiting for someone to come and be with me. And I will never seek it out again.
I saw him again after the show and he was totally rude and at this point I had the cold sores under control so that was not the problem and I left the comedy club feeling totally fucking stupid for wasting two hours of my life and good eyeliner.
It is crunch time at track. I have to get up at fucxking 5 am for a meet and because i have a lot of stuff to do at night I'm tired all the time now. I fell asleep on the bus. I close my eyes for long periods of time in class when the teacher can't see me.
Then friday was the worst but also the best. I took this math test and oh my god... I might have felt stupid after the comedy club but I have never in my live felt this academically challenged. I couldn't even finish the test because I was shaking and crying so hard. I want to cry just writing about it. I skipped 3 questions worth 10 points so the best grade I can possibly get is a C. I hate math i hate it I hat eit i hate it.
The good part was going over to my friends house after school. We do so much weird stuff. I should really write about that more often. we saw the new blake lively movie and i will definetly do a post on that later because I';ve seen so many movies this month so a master post is in store...
God I jjust want to keep it togrether these last weeks of school. I am going to bed.
Things to come:
- Layout update
- Disney post
- Movie list and reviews
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