Ouija Drama

So....Me and Clara did Ouija. We used this board that her Very Scary friend Valentine made for her sister's satanist dinner party. I played some RihRih because I was already FREAKED before we started.

We had a white Jesus candle, a silver coin, sage, incense, and a love stone as planchette for protection... and even with ALL THAT scary stuff still happened. I made Clara be the medium because I didn't want to be the one to get possessed (lol) so she did most of the talking.

The Phanchette moved quickly, and when it started going I swear it felt like my soul was leaving my body. It went to a bunch of numbers: 9, 7, 2, and then we closed the board and did a salt ring because it seemed like nothing was really getting through. But it was still so freaky that it was moving all by itself aa ahaaahhha ahhhhh

So later on we were just watching TV and Clara googled some Ouija board directions that very clearly stated that if the ouija board is counting down that means you have contacted a bad spirit and my body got very cold and I could feel my heart beat in my temples.

Well I couldn't sleep aT ALL that night and Clara's room was like 100+ degrees but I was too scared to sleep without a sheet covering me and a pillow on my head. Then at 2 AM I got a nose bleed just because I was so stressed. I was so sweaty and it was so gross and I had like 10 scary dreams that one of us got possesed and that the board spelled out "666".

Maybe I'll do Ouija again? I am just not messing around with whatever the hell we contacted at Clara's house. 

Monday High: Stuff im Jazzed about

So the guy I like, that I have liked since maybe the beginning of summer, used to text me a lot. And then he stopped. And then he went on a date with someone else. And I don't even know was our relationship was. I think I read into it a little too much. But I was feelin pretty bummed, because I haven't been doing much lately.

Isn't there a church quote that's like: Idle hands are the devil's playground or something? Whatever. I was focusing too much on a high school guy because that was becoming the only interesting thing in my life. Which is L A M E!

So I'm signing up for 2 film classes on Saturday that im super excited about! Well, maybe 1, but hopefully 2, because one is just Film and the other one is Directing Film. And I want to get back into Yoga again. I feel like Yoga is suuuuper socal, but I did it when I was in sixth grade and it was good with the whole pre-pubescent anger thing.

And track conditioning will start soon (I miss track so much, dang) and Grey's anatomy comes back on sept. 25 (yeeesss) I'm on a major medical drama kick right now. I'm on an avocado kick too. Why have I never realized how good avocados are until now?

Some other stuff: My photography class is really cool!

Yuh thats the stuff keeping me warm at night and this is the first time i'm being optimistic since i started school lmao bye

PS this fucking buzzfeed video changed my life i did three face masks in one night
PPS I'll try to post some summer pics later this week