Thursday, December 15, 2016

Ode to my pancreas

Five years old, no pants, insulin injection, cool shirt 
Remember how last post I said I wanted to share some of my creative writing? Welp!

Here is a poem I wrote for our first writing assignment, "Ode to a Body Part." I decided to write about my pancreas, because I am a type one diabetic and I have a lot of feelings about it. If you're wondering what type one diabetes is, you should really google it. It's different from type two diabetes. It's something I don't always like to talk about, but it has brought some goodness into my life. For example, the camp I go to every summer is exclusively for people with T1D, and it's where I met my boyfriend and two of my very best friends. Here's my poem:

My illness seeps through my skin
The sick inside leaks all the way to my fingertips
A cluster of little brown spots on my ring finger
Each one a kiss from the lancet device
My rotten organ blooms in the bruises on my thighs
Purple and yellow reminders of yesterday’s shots.
A tiny computer sits silent on my arm
The medical tape is peeling, itching
Ripping it off will only make it worse.
I can try to ignore my broken pancreas,
But my body is screaming It’s name.  




Love, Maisie


Tuesday, December 13, 2016

Sept-Dec

Senior portraits. This was the best one and my mom took it on her dang iPhone!


Dear reader,

What's happened since the last time I posted? So much! I'll try to think of the biggest things:

- I went on a three-day long trip to Bellingham, Washington to stay with my boyfriend all by my little self!
My boyfriend Zach in his dorm drinking milk. He loves milk. I have no idea why. 

Cool artwork at this burger place in Bellingham! 
Hugging some of the campus artwork




- I went to a Kanye West concert with my friend Sarina!





- I joined a creative writing class, and I love it. I can't believe I've found a place where my voice is heard and where I feel safe enough to have people read and critique my writing. I feel so incredibly lucky.
- My 18th bday is on Sunday!
- I got accepted to 3 colleges! Yee haw!


Senior year is wild. So much is changing so quickly. I feel like I have little control over anything any more. I think any day now I might do something like dye my hair blonde and get a tattoo just to feel like I have some power over myself. Wow, that's dark. Anyways!

I'm super excited for my birthday. My best friends Clara and Juli decorated my locker at school for me this morning and on Saturday I'm having a little party. Friday is my school's winter formal! (Photos soon to come).

With Clara in the bath 

Clara's bowling ball/cat, opal





Working girl! 


Us as goth girls for the halloween carnival at school!

Aztec mask. I over-did it, big time. 


Me + Chaz, passport photos 

My boyfriend's drug dealer, Skye.


My beautiful BFF Juli :-) 

In my bedroom with my best friends, Clara, Chaz, and Juli! 


Sorry for the varying photo sizes, it feels like I haven't blogged in 9 billion years! That reminds me, my guidance counselor wanted me to send her a link to this blog. Could you imagine!?!? Well, I think that's all I have to say for now. I have some more blog posts planned; I'd love to share some of my writing and post some formal pictures and I'm planning a ski trip w Chaz!

More to come and much love,

Maisie 🍓🍓🍓
xooxoxo