Summer Sweethearts

I'm home from Camp! It makes me too sad to read or type up my journal entries, so I'm going to stick to posing photos. Shout out to Eden for sending me an email everyday. I loved all of them! Thank you for reading my blog! You're the best and you were here with me in spirit.

The first picture I took at camp. Sorta strange and blurry, but it reminds me of the warm atmosphere of the cabin :-) I think this was in the morning or during rest period. 

Haleigh making fun of our friend Chris. 

One of two snakes! The other one I held around my neck like Britney. Coincidentally, the morning after I had a dream about a hall of snakes. Such a trip. 

My stupid toothbrush! There's actually a really funny story behind this. I usually brush my teeth after every meal, so I discovered that I left my toothbrush down the mountain pretty much imminently. Like a savage, I brushed my teeth with my finger, scratched off plaque with toilet paper, and chewed lots and lots of mint gum for 3 days. There was actually no difference in my breath or tooth appearance, thank god. And I found out that my friend Kent, who I have known for years and is now too old to be a camper, would be on campus for a day because his mom was on med staff. So I asked him to bring me a toothbrush. But then our phones were taken away and he hadn't said yes yet, so I found his mom, Nancy, and asked her if she could ask him for me. Kent is kinda sus and bitchy so I had no idea if he would do it. Luckily, he did. Thanks bitch! 

Our doctors med students who had no idea what the hell they were doing 

THESE PICTURES OF ME AND ALLI ARE SO STRANGE! When she was a kid she used to fill up water balloons and make them soooooo tiny and then give them names and carry them around like babies. Chelsea brought like 100+ water balloons, so of course she had to make 6, give them all names that start with P, and take fake parenting photos with me. 

Lucas!!!!! Always with the sunglasses. 

Oliver, so sad it's his last summer. 

Malcolm and Haleigh 

Grace, Oliver, Erik, and Everett playing cards. Some game I had never heard of

Sevaun and the best tattoo ever. He was telling us about all the tattoos he wants to get. Can't believe he's only a year older than me. 

Sevaun's thumbs! I can't remember what exactly happened but something like he got hurt when he was a kid. 

Sevaun and Lucas 

Mike, the best med student I have ever had. So fun and great to be around. Going to be a great pediatrician some day. 

There were a lot of injuries after a bike ride. This guy let me take a picture of his scrapes and put my finger in his gauge earring hole which was so WEIRD! Malcom's injuries were waaay worse but he wouldn't let me photograph them. 

Mike's veins after playing basket ball. INSANE! 

Halloween! Every year camp has a haunted house and a Halloween dance. Pretty strange to be getting dressed up and feeling spooky in the summer, but it's always fun. LOOK AT MY GROSS SOCK TAN. I was the virgin Mary to Haleigh and Alli's naughty school girls. I found the garland for the halo in the trash can and my head scarf is my dirty bed sheet. I also had a baby Jesus made out of a pillow case and a towel. 

Haleigh and Malcolm again. It was sorta a joke when they started flirting, but then they ended up really liking each other.

Haleigh, Malcolm, and Lucas during first activity period. 

Packing up and getting ready for the last night of camp/Prom. 

PROM!! We took this photo on Haleigh's polaroid. That's her and Malcolm, Alli and Chris, Lucas and I, and Brooke. Prom was incomparable to any night of my life. Firstly, I made prom court! Which I never thought would happen. But my whole cabin and all my friends voted me up there. So I competed with other prom court members for points towards the crown. One of those challenges was using only my mouth to find a peppermint in a bowl of flour! Secondly, I had a date (who I really liked) and so did 2 of my best friends. And while we were slow dancing, Lucas said something to me that thinking back on now makes me tear up. It was so incredibly thoughtful, and it was like, shit, I actually mean something to you. I'm seeing Lucas in a few days and I really can't wait. 

I'm have some disposable photos to get developed and post soon. This week made my summer beautiful. I feel euphoric when I look at these photos. I already can't wait for next year. 

Love, 

Maisie 

xoxooxoxoxooxooxoxoxoooooxxxooxooxox

I fucked up part 3: The finale

Didn't think this post would get a part 3!!?!!? You were wronG!

Only this time IT WASNT ME WHO FUCKED UP!!!

Last night I got a weird call, and I thought it was this weird french guy who calls me sometimes. But I started getting multiple calls from different numbers and weird texts and it was strange. I answered the phone and some guy said my name is a really breathy voice and I hung up. I just put my phone on silent and left it in the other room.

Then I got a text saying "Hey there, you probably know this by now but some moron put all your private information up online. Sorry :-/"

I texted back and I was like "Hi, I'm really scared, can you please tell me who posted my stuff and where?"

They sent me a link to a fucking 4chan thread. I didn't even know people still use 4chan. The thread was really long and it started with a screen cap of a conversation that me and Clark were having.

Basically it was people responding to the thread of what Clark should say to me and this other girl named Maddie he was texting at the same time. Most of the responses were sexual, which I didn't catch on when he was sending them to me because I just thought he was joking around. The advice people were giving him was like

"Let her text you first. Don't reply without waiting first. Manipulate the hell out of her. You're in charge."

There were more screenshots of our conversations, some photos, and I started to feel so, so, so, stupid for trusting this guy. But how was I supposed to know>???

At one point someone pointed out that Clark was "Too much of a f*ggot to censor the girl's numbers" so then post of the responses changed to "Calling girls and telling them OP is a f*ggot".

I texted Clark and was like "Um...strange question...did you post my personal information online?"

And he was like "Yeah but I'm so so so sorry I was trying to play a prank on my friends Maddie and your names are similar sorry"

SMH that is the weakest defense ever!! What the hell cuzz, you think i'm buyin that shit?

I got more phone calls, maybe 15 or 20, from these disgusting 4chan MRA dude bros and stupidly enough Clark kept adding on to the thread. His last post was "Thanks for all the attention f*ggots, I finally got one of my threads to the top of 4chan." Then he texted me, "I feel really shitty." So I said "Please loose my number. Have a nice life."

Okay I was tired at the time and I realize that it's lose, not loose, but I'm sure he got my point. He took the thread down- i checked this morning.

Bad news: I feel completely violated and I just want to go and hide in a cave

Good news: I totally don't care about boys anymore! Why should I? They're gross and I hate them! I don't care about Jack, I don't care about Clark. I'm never giving my phone number away again!!!! THE ENDD!!!!

Monday High: Stuff im Jazzed about

So the guy I like, that I have liked since maybe the beginning of summer, used to text me a lot. And then he stopped. And then he went on a date with someone else. And I don't even know was our relationship was. I think I read into it a little too much. But I was feelin pretty bummed, because I haven't been doing much lately.

Isn't there a church quote that's like: Idle hands are the devil's playground or something? Whatever. I was focusing too much on a high school guy because that was becoming the only interesting thing in my life. Which is L A M E!

So I'm signing up for 2 film classes on Saturday that im super excited about! Well, maybe 1, but hopefully 2, because one is just Film and the other one is Directing Film. And I want to get back into Yoga again. I feel like Yoga is suuuuper socal, but I did it when I was in sixth grade and it was good with the whole pre-pubescent anger thing.

And track conditioning will start soon (I miss track so much, dang) and Grey's anatomy comes back on sept. 25 (yeeesss) I'm on a major medical drama kick right now. I'm on an avocado kick too. Why have I never realized how good avocados are until now?

Some other stuff: My photography class is really cool!

Yuh thats the stuff keeping me warm at night and this is the first time i'm being optimistic since i started school lmao bye

PS this fucking buzzfeed video changed my life i did three face masks in one night
PPS I'll try to post some summer pics later this week 

Baby's First Witchcraft: Part 2

Me and Clara went to the spirit store today. We talked to a couple people, including this one physic girl who said to me (I was holding the book in the above photograph) "Yeah, that's a good one, but I feel like there's a better one for you on on the shelf." And I thought she was going to get the better book for me, but she just stared at the shelf. So I was like "Can you show me which one it is?" And she said "No, I don't know which book it is, I just feeeel like there's a better one." I was like uh, yeah, that's really helpful.

The physic girl also told us that what we did over the weekend was REALLY DANGEROUS because we didn't clean the space, we didn't use anything for protection, we put out an offering and we're pretty sure someone died in Clara's house. She explained that although our intent was innocent, we opened up the door to anything evil. You do the same thing by using a ouija board (but she called it a spirit board) because you never know who you're contacting.

I was introduced to Wicca which is really cool because the man there explained it as "feminist witchcraft". But maybe the best part of the shop was the candles. There were penis candles, vagina candles, bride and groom candles, all different candles. It smelled really nice in there. We got the red couple candle because we're looking for love. The base of the candle is a heart and I like that the girl is taller than the boy, because both me and clara like people shorter than us.

We tried a proper love spell once it got dark. First I cleaned the space with sage and used crystals + incense for protection. So, you know, I didn't summon something evil for the third time. I really really hope it works!